The Endless Bummer

by Happy

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Happy's debut EP "The Endless Bummer" now available on all streaming services

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released November 5, 2016

all songs written by tate logan
all songs performed by happy
all instruments recorded at jam room studios
vocals recorded by rich kelly
mixed by jay matheson & rich kelly
mastered by cameron boucher

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Happy Columbia, South Carolina

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Track Name: Psycho
i guess you could say ive got some baggage
i carry most of it under my eyes
and i smoke too many cigarettes but hey
at least it gets me outside
at time i feel embarrassed
by the overwhelming melancholy
what will it take for me to find some color
my life looks like an alfred hitchcock movie
but im a psycho for you

theres a lipstick stain on my favorite blazer
it takes me back to when i was able
to see through clear eyes
look on the brightside
sleep through the whole night
and mean it when i say im fine
rock bottom wasnt all that comfortable
good thing im not there anymore

ill make some coffee and light an incense
we can listen to radio
ill fall asleep with you in the darkness
just smother me in decadence
everyday i take my medication
breathing is easier i would say
please ignore my subtle hestitations
i know they sometimes get in the way
i promise it dont mean anything
Track Name: You'll Probably Never Hear This Because it isnt by Dashboard Confessional
it must be so exhausting
for you to keep up the charade
I won't be surprised if you end up alone
people like you are all the same
I should have bailed back in February
your weight is just too much to carry
My forgiveness is a rarity

you know you're to blame
I hope you drown at night in all your guilt
you'll never change
you've burnt every bridge you ever built
it might not be right now
but one day you'll find out
loneliness is one hell of a drug

come up with a list of excuses
of why your life has no meaning
is it difficult to look in the mirror
are you disappointed in what you see
I don't wanna waste another single day
rotting with you in this same fucking place
I had to get away

you know you're to blame
I hope you drown at night in all your guilt
you'll never change
you've burnt every bridge you ever built
it might not be right now
but one day you'll find out
loneliness is one hell of a drug

I was so blind
to think you were good for me good for me
I sleep at night
knowing your uneasy your uneasy
it wasn't right
to trust you carelessly carelessly
but your all bark and no bite
you're nothing but a coward who puts up a decent fight

id be lying if I said that chapter of my life wasn't completely shut
I can't believe it's over but honestly I don't wish you good luck
Track Name: Rorschach
facedown on the bathroom floor
haven't been here in a year or so
but this time it's my fault
at least that much I know
you can my teeth out one by one
rather that than hear you've met someone
who doesn't make the same mistakes
that I have all along

but if I'm a broken record then I'm scratched at the best part
take me off your dusty shelf and okay me from the start
undress all my thoughts
this is how I feel
see my darkest parts
I can not help what is real

I told you I'd be home by midnight
the porch light is a dim light haze
I stumble up the front stairs
my brain swimming to explain
the blood on my hands smells like cherries
I'll wash them in your kitchen sink
I heard you like a white wine
I got some to ease your pain

but if I'm a broken record then I'm scratched at the best part
take me off your dusty shelf and okay me from the start
undress all my thoughts
this is how I feel
see my darkest parts
I can not help what is real

if I drank an entire bottle of gin do you think
that I would feel it
or would the sting of her eyes when she found out my lies
get masked my this harder liquor
guess I'll find out where you go
when you like to be alone
a wrinkled suit and wilted flowers for you
baby please come home

paint a perfect picture of what you want from me
and I'll spend my whole life trying
I promise girl
you'll see
Track Name: April is for Fools
raise a glass to my regrets
take me back to when we met
take this as a compliment
we will fake our own deaths and forget
i know its not up to you
so just drown me in solitude
wake me up when its all better
tell me what we will be together

call me out on my confusion
magnify my dissolution
separate me from me mistakes
retrace my steps back to that day

you'll never hear brand news final album
or the story of how we travelled to virginia and got tattoos for you
i hope you hear me every single time i say your name
and i'll tell my kids about you

this living room feels like september
close my eyes and i remember
afternoons in that garage
glasses, crewneck, shaved haircut
i know that it has been two years
so i'll just have another beer
this box full of your possessions
is the root of my depression

but its okay because i forgive you
even after all you put me through
i just miss you
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